Too much to think about

Well it's time to get down to the nitty-gritty forensics drama. We got back from nationals on April 5, and most of the people on the team I have not seen since we unloaded the vans. Partly, I am very sad because it makes me feel like a loner when people are hanging out and no one calls me to come and hang out. But, I also know that I simply don't have the time to spend like 7 hours hanging out doing nothing when I could be making some $ or catching up on homework that I need to do. I am also still really confused about some stuff that happened before and at Nationals.
I am not going to write everything down because, well let's face it people freak the fuck out and twist things around in their heads and then get pissed and I really don't want to deal with that bullshit any more. If anyone wants to know what happened before and at nationals, call me, it was quite dramarific.
Contemplate this: How can you get people to see things from your point of view if they don't listen to a thing you say?