Smile!!!

It always makes me happy when I check my blog and see that I have comments from people that I love! I ahve those anonymous comments that are probably from the system that works to make people feel like someone cares what they are writing. I miss ya'll a lot. Now that I am a Senior (crazy,huh?) I am reflecting on the four years that I have spent at HC and the people that I spent time with who are no longer around, but I wish they were. I also look back on the stupid crap that doesn't really matter any more any way, that seemed so important at the time. The times that I remember that most are when I was laughing or crying with friends because I was so happy and proud and glad that they were in my life. I wish that I had the balls to tell those people that, instead of chickening out and keeping it to myself. That's okay, though because most of time the people I love know who they are, and if they don't then, eventually, I'll remind them.

And I am so excited for week 2 of the L Word marathon this semester. We are starting with the pilot episodes of season one and working our way through the entire show. It will be a blast--I am ready to cry and be moved. The only problem is that I am having a serious case of Senioritis, and The L Word is providing me with an out. I don't want to do anything. I have had my CA done for almost a month now, but I didn't even try to start memorizing until Saturday. I have had my prose cut for two weeks, but didn't write the intro until Thursday. And my POI, well, I've had the argument for two weeks, but didn't start seriously trying to put lit together until Saturday--and I didn't get very far anyway.

I feel like a bum.

Contemplate this: Is motivation something that you have to pull from within, or can you get motivated by letting someone else's motivation rub off on you?