Feels like a lot to do, but not really. . .I don't know

I have been an alumni of Hastings College for 12 days now and I don't really feel that different from 30 days ago. Maybe it just takes some time. I have been talking to the ADOF at Mankato through email for the past week or so, and it turns out the one of the Forensics GTA's from California backed out a week ago and now they are scrambling trying to find someone to replace him. James whoever the fuck you are, that was so inconsiderate, now what are they going to do?
A part of me is really excited to be going to Grad School next year, but I'm also really scared. I think that it is a much needed change because I need to get out of Hastings, but Mankato is a little scary because I get nervous about making new friends and meeting new people. Also, I have been looking online for apartments and (while I cognitively knew it would be more expensive) the cheapest one I could find is $450. ugh. I am going to go look at apts at the end of June, but God, how am I going to afford this? Whatever. . .

Contemplate this: why does the library have to close so damn early in the summer?